tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-89744982011-04-21T20:41:30.339-07:00An ordinary girl living an ordinary life. Always trying to make everyday a special day. However, it do not always turn out as well as she wants it to be. But still, she always try to make every experience educational. That's the reason to the existance of this blog. Through this blog, you will know about this girl, how life goes with her and how she treats her life...Ms.De3http://www.blogger.com/profile/05477985825363336237noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8974498.post-1131416534353786422005-11-07T18:08:00.000-08:002005-11-07T18:22:14.366-08:00one of da biggest challenge in life is here<br />...Os have begin...<br />had my e.math paper 1 and s.studies paper yesterdae<br />e.math was easy...<br />blew my s.studies paper...<br />arghh!!sigh...<br />mistook 'political system' for 'political factors'<br />FISH IT!!!<br /><br />...hari raya celebration...<br />visited my closest family<br />i had a great dae with 'em<br />haiz...deep down inside...<br />im longing to be with him on such a special dae<br />haiz...are we not meant to be???<br /><br />...love life...<br />my heart is closed<br />wonder when will it be open again<br />i knew u wanted me<br />but only time will tell<br />don't put high hopes on me<br />i may disappoint u for i may not love u<br />but y r u trying to do things that are not right???<br />as if rushing...coz im not ready...<br />never ask how i feel for u...<br />never ask if we will be together...<br />coz tis scar in my heart is barely uncurable...<br />heavily poisoned...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8974498-113141653435378642?l=ms-dee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms.De3http://www.blogger.com/profile/05477985825363336237noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8974498.post-1130226098734331482005-10-25T00:13:00.000-07:002005-10-25T00:41:56.383-07:00heyhey...<br />how long haven't I been blogging??<br />mths & mths &amp; mths.......<br />haiz...but hey...<br />i'm back...<br />and here goes...<br /><br />...studies sux...<br />i wish we dun have to go through Os<br />i'm not quite prepared for it<br />especially to face my english and sciences papers<br />and why do i take physics in the first place???<br /><br />...love sux...<br />haiz...sheesh...arghh!!!<br />angry...sad...depressed...<br />we're through...<br />7 mths plus<br />i thought we could go far<br />haiz...<br />it hurts thinking about this<br />wads over is over i guess<br />i guess...<br />will i get over him???<br /><br />...hari raya...<br />hari raya cumin...<br />about a week left<br />but there's no spirit in me<br />wen hari raya cumin<br />means Os are drawin near<br />and all the money i will earn is to be spent on prom stuff<br />nobody's gonna sponsor me sumthin<br />boohoo!!!<br />but i'm lookin forward to meet all my kuzzies n aunties n uncles n grandparents<br />miss ya' all<br /><br />...dinner &amp; dance 2005...<br />5th of Dec<br />the day most of the sec 4 and 5 students in CSS looking forward to<br />Furama Hotel<br />it's party!!!!<br />so get dressed peeps!!<br /><br />...life [NOW]...<br />finally havin sum concern about my studies<br />spending more time with my gurlfwenz and kuzzies (da close ones i mean)<br />trying very,very hard to forget 'him'<br />got to noe sumone whom i think he likes me<br />obvious from his gestures..n he even wrote about me in his blog<br />oh god...i dun want to go through this...HELL!!!<br />dun wan him to have any feelings for me..any hope for me..noooo!!!<br />haiz...i wish he notice i'm too hurt to love...<br />my heart is closed...wonder if it'll open again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8974498-113022609873433148?l=ms-dee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms.De3http://www.blogger.com/profile/05477985825363336237noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8974498.post-1117609527992549042005-06-01T15:10:00.000-07:002005-06-01T00:12:36.096-07:00Days to Os drawing near<br />But I didn't do well for mid-year<br />There's great worry about my studies<br />But still..I haven't get started on this<br />Thoughts of him keep coming<br />And it's unlikely be going<br />Can't do this, can't do that<br />Just because of you and it's all that<br /><br />When will you be with me?<br />It's been long since our last sweet memory<br />Classrooms are just next door<br />Yet no smile and no hello<br />What is exactly the problem?<br />That is bothering you<br />And now bothering me..<br /><br />We are tied and yet so loose<br />Its been long now and how long more can it be?<br />The longer it is, the more complicated it gets<br />Time is running fast<br />But I hope it will not run out<br /><br />I am being patient<br />But I'm unsure when it will wear out<br />Waiting for you seems like eternity<br />But I'm trying to understand and waiting<br />But how can you make it certain for me<br />That I'll get what I'm waiting for?<br /><br />Or if not,<br />Just let me know<br />That I won't get what I want<br />So I will never waste my time<br />Waiting for you<br />And destroying myself.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8974498-111760952799254904?l=ms-dee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms.De3http://www.blogger.com/profile/05477985825363336237noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8974498.post-1117607060022300572005-06-01T14:41:00.000-07:002005-06-01T00:12:49.860-07:00Crucial year.<br />And when the days pass by,<br />it gets more and more difficult.<br />Studies,family,him..<br />All of them came flooding into my mind<br />It sucks,it kills<br />But I still have to go through this<br />Why me?Why not someone else?<br />Is this what written for me...<br />In the book of destiny?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8974498-111760706002230057?l=ms-dee.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ms.De3http://www.blogger.com/profile/05477985825363336237noreply@blogger.com0