..ME..
~ Nur Diena Zakaria
~ Diena,Dee,Na
~ 04th January
~ Capricorn
~ Singapore
~ Eastsyd
~ S'goon Gdn Sth, Canberra Sec
~ Sec 4E2
Doubts??Just mail me: n_diena@hotmail.com
..Love..
~ Family
~ Galfwenz
~ Kuzzins
~ DON'T CHA Co.
~ Milo
~ Mocha
~ Spring Chicken
~ The Saw
~ White Chicks
~ Flightplan
~ Muse
~ PeterPan
~ Alicia Keys
~ Mariah Carey
~ Rock
~ Metal
..Hate..
~ Green Tea
~ Nonsensical freaks
~ Hypocrites
~ Annoying geeks
~ Self-centered assholes
..Voices..
..June 2005..
..October 2005..
..November 2005..
Monday, November 07, 2005
one of da biggest challenge in life is here
...Os have begin...
had my e.math paper 1 and s.studies paper yesterdae
e.math was easy...
blew my s.studies paper...
arghh!!sigh...
mistook 'political system' for 'political factors'
FISH IT!!!
...hari raya celebration...
visited my closest family
i had a great dae with 'em
haiz...deep down inside...
im longing to be with him on such a special dae
haiz...are we not meant to be???
...love life...
my heart is closed
wonder when will it be open again
i knew u wanted me
but only time will tell
don't put high hopes on me
i may disappoint u for i may not love u
but y r u trying to do things that are not right???
as if rushing...coz im not ready...
never ask how i feel for u...
never ask if we will be together...
coz tis scar in my heart is barely uncurable...
heavily poisoned...
Hangin on to Life... 6:08 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
heyhey...
how long haven't I been blogging??
mths & mths & mths.......
haiz...but hey...
i'm back...
and here goes...
...studies sux...
i wish we dun have to go through Os
i'm not quite prepared for it
especially to face my english and sciences papers
and why do i take physics in the first place???
...love sux...
haiz...sheesh...arghh!!!
angry...sad...depressed...
we're through...
7 mths plus
i thought we could go far
haiz...
it hurts thinking about this
wads over is over i guess
i guess...
will i get over him???
...hari raya...
hari raya cumin...
about a week left
but there's no spirit in me
wen hari raya cumin
means Os are drawin near
and all the money i will earn is to be spent on prom stuff
nobody's gonna sponsor me sumthin
boohoo!!!
but i'm lookin forward to meet all my kuzzies n aunties n uncles n grandparents
miss ya' all
...dinner & dance 2005...
5th of Dec
the day most of the sec 4 and 5 students in CSS looking forward to
Furama Hotel
it's party!!!!
so get dressed peeps!!
...life [NOW]...
finally havin sum concern about my studies
spending more time with my gurlfwenz and kuzzies (da close ones i mean)
trying very,very hard to forget 'him'
got to noe sumone whom i think he likes me
obvious from his gestures..n he even wrote about me in his blog
oh god...i dun want to go through this...HELL!!!
dun wan him to have any feelings for me..any hope for me..noooo!!!
haiz...i wish he notice i'm too hurt to love...
my heart is closed...wonder if it'll open again
Hangin on to Life... 12:13 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Days to Os drawing near
But I didn't do well for mid-year
There's great worry about my studies
But still..I haven't get started on this
Thoughts of him keep coming
And it's unlikely be going
Can't do this, can't do that
Just because of you and it's all that
When will you be with me?
It's been long since our last sweet memory
Classrooms are just next door
Yet no smile and no hello
What is exactly the problem?
That is bothering you
And now bothering me..
We are tied and yet so loose
Its been long now and how long more can it be?
The longer it is, the more complicated it gets
Time is running fast
But I hope it will not run out
I am being patient
But I'm unsure when it will wear out
Waiting for you seems like eternity
But I'm trying to understand and waiting
But how can you make it certain for me
That I'll get what I'm waiting for?
Or if not,
Just let me know
That I won't get what I want
So I will never waste my time
Waiting for you
And destroying myself.
Hangin on to Life... 3:10 PM
Crucial year.
And when the days pass by,
it gets more and more difficult.
Studies,family,him..
All of them came flooding into my mind
It sucks,it kills
But I still have to go through this
Why me?Why not someone else?
Is this what written for me...
In the book of destiny?
Hangin on to Life... 2:41 PM
